sometimes
I know
sometimes
The walls around the person that I long to be
I build them high, so high I can not see
I can't see you
and worse,
I can't see me
I know
I know sometimes
I say things that I don't even recognize
as coming from these lips
that pressed to yours
turn up and smile with joy.
Sometimes
I know
I fall into a place I don't recognize
far from the rosy-colored world that is mine
if only I could stop dragons from
blowing fire on my secret garden.
I know
sometimes
I know.